Rebuild from Depression


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Depression in Pregnancy and Postpartum


I wrote the book
Rebuild from Depression (coming summer 2009, though there are excerpts here), after struggling for years with depression, beginning in my pregnancy. The signs appeared early in my pregnancy: my fatigue was so bad I could not get off the couch for most of the first trimester. By the second trimester, depression became severe. In the last two weeks of the 40-week pregnancy, I had psychotic episodes which continued into the first weeks of my baby's infancy. My case was severe; the book describes my story and the answers I discovered about the important link between brain health and food nutrients.

The book was scheduled to be released in 2008 but something pretty wild happened:
I got pregnant.

When I discovered I was pregnant, I stopped nearly all of my work and focused on taking care of myself. I began planning what we would do if my depression became severe again. I likened it to "estate planning" when I made
my announcement on the Rebuild blog. I went as far as getting my own personal case manager, the head of a county health agency to boot. She was my ace-in-the-hole if my care providers needed to interact about medical interventions and how those interventions might affect my mental health status.

It turns out that I really did not need a personal case manager after all. I had some rough spots which you can find on the
pregnancy and postpartum section of the blog, but I made it without falling into a deep pit. I wrote a rather long reflective article on the tools that I used to get me through: Depression in pregnancy and postpartum: Second baby, second chance. I hope that this information can help you reduce your struggle with depression.

Additional reading:
Depression in pregnancy
Postpartum depression symptoms
Zoloft and breastfeeding